Oh well, as you can see it’s been a while since my last post, everything went crazy after that, as all of you can imagine, pregnancy is a huge amazing crazy ride…. i am 7 months pregnant now….it is such a rush…she kicks, and moves, and turns and keeps me up all night, when she is hungry she makes my tummy ache bad, she has her preferences when i am laying in bed, so i have to stay changing positions until she finds one that pleases her, she is quite heavy for my tiny body, my belly is hard and round and don’t even get me started on the boobs section.
Everything is going great with the pregnancy, her weight is normal, and my blood work is fine too, i think she is going to be tall like her father ( who is constantly talking to her and making her kick some more ).
I have one friend that just had a baby boy and another that is going to have a baby girl this week….life is changing soooooooooooo fast!
It is hard for me to grasp the concept. I am filled with responsibilities that are going to be with me for the rest of my life, and i am having a kid, when i am just a kid myself. Yes i am 26, almost 27 years old, but i am really young at heart and mind, it is really hard to adapt. Sometimes, even with this enormous belly i still forget that now i have some limitations.
It has been quite an experience…at the same time i can’t wait to see her face, to be with her and take care of her, even when i suffer with the thought that she will eventually grow up and leave me…yes…that is how crazy becoming a mother is, she isn’t even here yet and i am already having that kind of paranoia of being “abandoned” by someone i love so much!
The year of 2013 was a crappy year for me, and if it wasn’t for her i would be in a really bad shape ( even worse than i get sometimes ).
Life gets a little bit more complicated every step of the way, it is hard to keep a sane mind.
You have to have something or someone to live and fight for, and Giovanna, my baby girl, you are the one that keeps me going!
Love You, can’t wait to see you!!!