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Confessions…

I confess I never saw this coming never thought you would be still on my mind
I guess I just wished all your songs were about me and the way I miss you I cannot describe
you don’t know how many times I wish I could turn back time
I would find a way to make you mine
to make you love me the way I love you and make you miss me and take me away with you
we are better together and now banana pancakes in the rainy morning don’t taste the same
i want to hear your voice singing to me and calling my name
I want to wake up and see a text message on my phone
I want to know before i see it that it’s you the message is from!
I know it seems a bit too late
I have a new life and so do you
I guess I just thought that this would never happen so i don’t know how to fix it
I don’t know how to be with you
back then you made me feel so happy even though it was a childish thing
I just wanted to stop feeling so crappy
i just wanted for you to feel the same
now a long time has passed and
I got have a different life than you do
I don’t know how I’m supposed to go on
if when i sleep at night all I still dream about is you
Good times when i had you all to myself all day
I couldn’t wait for the night to be over with so i could see your face
Your smell, your voice, your kiss, it got stuck in my mind
Nothing else compares to what i felt
And to how i still feel inside

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Posted by on September 24, 2013 in Uncategorized

 

My thoughts about myself

there are a lot of type of girls each girl has her own personality hopes and dreams someone to be dancers someone to be doctors some even want to be president
I believe that God gives each and everyone of us a gift and we all want to be this or that because God put the desire inside of our hearts there are cases where the person finds some other thing that makes them happy as much as the other desires that they have those are lucky
me? I always have been the type of girl that dreams about the same thing and that is how I know that this is what I meant to be this is me yes I have always wanted to be a singer a famous person singers/actress I know how hard it is and I know that 26 is not the best age to start but there was always a problem or something or life holding me back
being on the spotlight is All i ever wanted it’s what truly makes me happy no I am not exceptional I do not have the most amazing voice ever nor the incredible acting skills but I do have the will the drive I can be amazing I just need a chance I need someone to have faith in me and train me and I will do great
I know a lot of people want that and you may ask me why am I any different from them why do I deserve it more the truth I am not different there are a lot of people that want this and dream about this as badly as I do and I do not deserve it more or less than them the truth is that this dream is big but so is the world and the opportunities in it I just want to have the chance to be truly happy before I leave this world and this music movies red carpets people knowing me in screaming my name because I made a difference in their lives this is what I Dream about!

 
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Posted by on September 24, 2013 in Uncategorized

 

I see the Light……..

Because someday i will be singing this to myself…knowing that i will finally be as happy as i ever wanted to be, doing exactly what i wanted to do!

The dream Will Come True!!

me

“All those days watching from the windows
All those years outside looking in
All that time never even knowing
Just how blind I’ve been
Now I’m here, blinking in the starlight
Now I’m here, suddenly I see
Standing here, it’s all so clear
I’m where I’m meant to be

And at last I see the light
And it’s like the fog has lifted
And at last I see the light
And it’s like the sky is new
And it’s warm and real and bright
And the world has somehow shifted

All those days chasing down a daydream
All those years living in a blur
All that time never truly seeing
Things, the way they were
Now i’m here shining in the starlight
Now it’s here, suddenly I know
If it’s here it’s crystal clear
I’m where I’m meant to go

And at last I see the light
And it’s like the fog has lifted
And at last I see the light
And it’s like the sky is new
And it’s warm and real and bright
And the world has somehow shifted….”

 

 
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Posted by on September 14, 2013 in Uncategorized