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confusion?!

How did thing turned out this way?

have you ever stopped to think about how your life became what it is now?

cause i just drifted through space and time till i realized i messed up!

i woke up today and i was married, working and stopped doing everything i loved!

i love my husband, i love my family, but i don’t love my life right now….cause work is 50% of life and so i’m incomplete! half of me got lost on the way and i can’t figure it out, how do i change things? CAN i change it ?

life happens so fast, every choice matters, i thought i would have all the time in the world to make my decisions but its not like that.

if you let me moment slip away, you may not have the opportunity again of making things right, of being fully happy!

Bon Jovi said “when you want to give up and your heart is about to break, remember that you are perfect, God makes no mistakes. Welcome to wherever you are, this is your life, you made it this far, welcome, you gotta believe, that right here right now, you are exactly where you are supposed to be”

i hold on to that everyday!

most days i don’t have the strength to accept this, and accept my current situation  but everyday i try…even though everyday i feel like i should just do something and change it all…

bottom line? i just don’t know what to do!!!

 
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Posted by on December 11, 2012 in Uncategorized

 

what should i do?

should i be angry that things don’t change

should i be happy that things are the way they are

should i feel guilty if sometimes i don’t like all this

should i be stronger and don’t let myself fall apart

this are the days that i’m living

there’s no turning back now

i’m trying and insisting 

that thing can one day turn around

i spent so many days waiting for love to show

now it is here and i’m in control

but suddenly my priorities have changed

and i’m not the same person again

i wan to fly and get out of here

i want to stay and never leave

i want to be something more

i can’t face the decision of walking out the door

 

should i be angry that things don’t change

should i be happy that things are the way they are

should i feel guilty if sometimes i don’t like all this

should i be stronger and don’t let myself fall apart

 

 
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Posted by on December 11, 2012 in Uncategorized