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defying gravity

Something has changed within me
Something is not the same
I’m through with playing by the rules
Of someone else’s game
Too late for second-guessing
Too late to go back to sleep
It’s time to trust my instincts
Close my eyes: and leap!

It’s time to try
Defying gravity
I think I’ll try
Defying gravity
Kiss me goodbye
I am defying gravity
And you wont bring me down!

I’m through accepting limits
”cause someone says they’re so
Some things I cannot change
But till I try, I’ll never know!
Too long I’ve been afraid of
Losing love I guess I’ve lost
Well, if that’s love
It comes at much too high a cost!

 
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Posted by on May 19, 2010 in Uncategorized

 

Im Just a Kid

I woke up it was 7
I waited till 11
Just to figure out that no one would call
I think I’ve got a lot of friends but I don’t hear from them
What’s another night all alone?
When your spending everyday on your own
And here it goes

[Chorus:]
I’m just a kid and life is a nightmare
I’m just a kid, I know that it’s not fair
Nobody cares, cause I’m alone and the world is
Having more fun than me
Tonight…

And maybe when the night is dead, I’ll crawl into my bed
Staring at these 4 walls again
I’ll try to think about the last time, I had a good time
Everyone’s got somewhere to go
And they’re gonna leave me here on my own and here it goes

I’m just a kid and life is a nightmare
I’m just a kid, I know that it’s not fair
Nobody cares, cause I’m alone and the world is
Having more fun than me

What the hell is wrong with me?
Don’t fit in with anybody
How did this happen to me?
Wide awake I’m bored and I can’t fall asleep
And every night is the worst night ever

 
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Posted by on May 12, 2010 in Uncategorized

 

keep breathing

The storm is coming but I don’t mind
People are dying, I close my blinds

All that I know is I’m breathing now

I want to change the world
Instead I sleep
I want to believe in more than you and me

But all that I know is I’m breathing
All I can do is keep breathing
All we can do is keep breathing now

All that I know is I’m breathing
All I can do is keep breathing
All we can do is keep breathing

All we can do is keep breathing now

 
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Posted by on May 10, 2010 in Uncategorized

 

reflection – its me

“Reflection”

Look at me
You may think you see
Who I really am
But you’ll never know me
Every day
It’s as if I play a part
Now I see
If I wear a mask
I can fool the world
But I cannot fool my heart

Who is that girl I see
Staring straight back at me?
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside?

I am now
In a world where I
Have to hide my heart
And what I believe in
But somehow
I will show the world
What’s inside my heart
And be loved for who I am

Who is that girl I see
Staring straight back at me?
Why is my reflection
Someone I don’t know?
Must I pretend that I’m
Someone else for all time?
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside?

There’s a heart that must be
Free to fly
That burns with a need to know
The reason why

Why must we all conceal
What we think, how we feel?
Must there be a secret me
I’m forced to hide?
I won’t pretend that I’m
Someone else for all time
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside?
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside?

 
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Posted by on May 6, 2010 in Uncategorized

 

profile

i’ve decided to write here the truth about me
hang in there cause the truth might not be what you think of me or what you wanna hear!
i am a hard woman!
i am hard on myself and hard on others
i am as well soft with the ones that win my heart
and the ones that are lots like me(unusual, but i do know some) will have me and my friendship true and loyal for the rest of their lives!
i am a romantic even thought sometimes i can’t stand romance
i am cheerful even though most times i just can’t stand to smile!
cause even being a bright and shinny girl, i am a hard woman and i am dark and twisty and i am the way i am because of the story of my life!
if you really wanna know why i am the way i am and want to fully understand me(what i don’t think can ever happen) you need to know the story behind the person
the bad things that made me a hard woman
and maybe….just maybe…you can make me a little soft with a lot of hard work and patience
but it all comes down to one thing…
i am worth your while!
i am as loyal as i can be and i will always say the truth no matter what, i will defend the ones i love with all my strength and wont let anything come in my way if i set a goal for me!
love me or hate me or just dont care for me….just be true about it all, cause you will always know for sure what i think about you!
cause i AM a hard woman!
and i will be great at whatever i chose to do!
remember my name!

 
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Posted by on May 6, 2010 in Uncategorized

 

hard woman

i am a hard woman

i am hard on myself all the time and that is good and bad at the same time

and its bad for others cause since im hard on myself i am hard on people around me

i am a hard woman….i like being that way….i was easy going and soft for my whole life and finally i found theĀ strength in me to become hard and to demand more from others and yes i lost some friends along the way but not really friends cause it was just to easy to use me and now that is not is better to stay away

i prefer they stay away

i am a hard woman

and even thought no woman is an island

i AM a hard woman!

 
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Posted by on May 6, 2010 in Uncategorized

 

Miley Cyrus gets me

Don’t Wanna Be Torn lyrics

Maybe it’s the things i say,
Maybe i should think before i speak.
But I thought that i knew enough,
To know myself and do what’s right for me.
And these walls I’m building now
You used to bring the down
The tears I’m crying out,
You used to wipe away

I thought you said it was easy,
Listening to you heart,
I thought you said i’d be okay,
So why i’m breaking apart,
Don’t wanna be torn (x4)

Don’t make me have to choose between
What i want
And what you think i need
Cuz i’ll always be a little girl
And even little girls
Have got to dream
Now it all feels like a fight
You were always on my side,
The lonely i feel now
You used to make go away

I thought you said it was easy
Listening to you heart
I thought you said i’d be okay
So why i’m breaking apart
Don’t wanna be torn

Why is all this so confusing,
Complicated and consuming
Why has all this made me angry
I wann go back to being happy

The tears i’m crying out
You used to wipe away

I thought you said it was easy
Listening to you heart
I thought you said i’d be okay
So why i’m breaking apart
Don’t wanna be torn

 
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Posted by on May 5, 2010 in Uncategorized